Chapter Fifteen ~ PART ONE: Brightness Falls
For Malsperanza, with thanks for the beta.
***
If I should go
away,
Beloved, do not
say
'He has forgotten
me'.
For you abide. A singing
rib within my dreaming side;
You always
stay.
And in the mad tormented
valley
Where blood and hunger
rally
And Death the wild beast
is uncaught, untamed,
Our soul withstands the
terror
And has its quiet
honour
Among the glittering
stars your voices named.
~Alun Lewis, Postscript: for Gweno
***
"Man," said Aidan Lynch, glancing around him. "Harry Potter has utterly trashed your flat,
Vik."
"Don't call me Vik," said Viktor Krum, stomping irritably around the bedroom in a circle. His dark
eyes took in its shambles: the closet torn open and ransacked, papers blowing around the floor in
the cold draft from the open window. A blanket had been flung over the floor and was marked with
the filthy prints of muddy boots. "If Harry survives whatever's happened to him, I shall certainly
be sending him a large bill for damages."
"I'll give him one thing," Aidan said, lifting a coil of shredded rope off one bedpost. "Bloke
knows how to party."
"So what's in here?" Sirius asked, ducking into the room. He looked haggard, his dark hair hanging
around his tired face. "Any clues?"
Aidan stuffed the rope into his pocket and shrugged. "Nothing really. Harry changed clothes, took
some weapons. There's a burned stain from some liquid in the kitchen, but I don't know what it is.
You find anything?"
Sirius shook his head. "Someone used the living room fireplace to communicate, but the ashes are
too cold for me to tell anything specific." He glanced at Viktor. "It was kind of you to offer
Harry sanctuary," he said a bit more gently.
"It was Fleur who offered," said Viktor. "I agreed because she pressed me." He surveyed the
wreckage glumly. "My mother crocheted me that blanket," he said, bending to lift it off the
floor.
He froze.
"What is it, Viktor?" Sirius asked, tensing.
"Blood," said Viktor, casting the blanket aside. The floor underneath it was stained dark with
smeared, blackish blood. Aidan, kicking away papers , saw that a thick line of blood led towards
the door.
"Someone was dragged," he said. "Someone bleeding - wounded - and then lifted
-"
"Don't worry," Remus said, appearing in the doorframe. "It wasn't Harry or Draco." He looked at
Sirius and shrugged wryly. "There's a dead body on the roof. And..."
"And what?" Sirius asked, still a little pale.
Remus sighed. "You'll see."
They trooped up the stairs, Viktor leading the way. It was almost sunset, the western sky over
Prague streaked with rose and gold. The dead body was that of a man in black clothes, He lay with
his back arched in a bow, his throat gaping wide open. All around him, a lake of blood spread
across the roof tiles.
And there were thestrals.-- five or six of them crowded around the dead body, dipping their muzzles
into the blood. They looked up when the men arrived on the roof, whickering
nervously.
"It's me," Remus said. "Even the horses of the dead don't care for wolves."
Viktor, looking grim, was staring at the body. "One of Voldemort's men," he said. "The thestrals,
they are just vermin. Shall I chase them off?"
"I don't know what you're all on about," said Aidan plaintively.
"Lucky you," said Sirius. His eyes were haunted.
'"They're not 'just vermin,' " said Remus. Sweeping his cloak around himself, he slowly walked
towards the thestrals. Two of them backed away, one taking to the air. He paused, murmured softly.
Even more slowly, he approached the largest; of them. Bending, he spoke into its quivering ear. It
whickered back, a thick, guttural unpleasant sound. Remus straightened. "The boys left from the
roof," he said. "They took a thestral and headed for a stronghold somewhere in the Romanian
mountains. This one knows where it is, and will take us there, if we want to
go."
Sirius' mouth was hanging open. "I didn't know you spoke thestral."
Remus smiled faintly. "I have mastered a number of dead languages."
"And yet your puns have not improved," said Sirius. He approached the thestral as well. Grabbing
hold of its mane, he swung himself up on its back, then held out a hand to help Remus up as well.
Remus clambered onto its back, and took hold of Sirius cloak to steady
himself.
"Shall we follow you?" Viktor asked, eyeing a thestral with some distaste.
"No," said Sirius. "You two stay here and get hold of Dumbledore. Tell him where we're going. See
what he can do about sending someone after us. Hell, tell him to come himself. I have a feeling
we're going to need all the help we can get. Viktor - thank you for your
help."
Viktor nodded.
"And Aidan?"
Aidan raised his head. "Yes?"
"You're a prat," said Sirius. He dug his knee into the thestral's side, and it took off into the
night sky.
***
"Hello, boys," Draco said, half to himself. "It's evil time."
They were standing on a ledge overlooking a shallow valley. The path dipped away steeply behind
them, winding down the mountain through cruelly sharp rocks and slippery shale. The valley was
ringed with mountains, their ice-covered tops lost in cloud.
In the bowl of the valley stood a fortress. Harry had been expecting something more ornamental,
reminiscent of Hogwarts, with its lofty crenellated turrets. This structure had very clearly been
built for defense: behind tall ramparts, its bulwarks and ravelins were of thick, roughly dressed
stone; the only windows were narrow lancets high on each blank face; and a guard tower stood at
each salient. Harry cocked an eyebrow. "Impressive."
Draco indicated the fortress with a wave of one thin hand. "Ah, the memories," he said
nostalgically. "I used to spend summers here as a boy. When the servants misbehaved, the house
gryphons used to carry them out to the distant mountains and drop them off the peaks. Once my
mother's Pekingese was eaten by vampires. Those rosy-colored days of boyhood," he finished with an
elegiac smile. "How soon they fade."
Harry scrubbed a filthy hand across his forehead. It came away even dirtier. "Nice summer place,
Malfoy. Where'd you spend Christmas? Mordor?"
"Disney World, actually, but the resemblance is stronger than you might
think."
"If you say so." Harry peered into the swiftly darkening twilight. He could see guards patrolling
at the base of the fortress, moving in steady black columns like ants. Fires burned atop the roof,
sending black tendrils up into the dark blue air. Harry took another step forward, his boots
crunching on shale - and something metallic. Surprised, he glanced down. Something gold gleamed
among the grayish shale.
He bent to pick it up. It was a cloak pin of intricate design, made of a brassy dark metal, badly
dented. A dark red stone slept in the center of it, like a half-closed eye. With its intricate
design he knew it instantly. "This is Ron's," he said.
Draco came to stand beside him. He had made the journey up the mountainside much more swiftly than
Harry would have thought possible. He looked tired now, but no worse than before; only the shadows
under his eyes were slightly more blue. "That is Weasley's, isn't it?" he said. "I remember him
wearing it around all the time. Always struck me as odd he'd wear a petrified basilisk eye as a bit
of jewelry. More of a Slytherin thing to do."
Harry closed his hand around the brooch. "That means Ron is here," he said
quietly.
"That's why we're here, isn't it?" Draco said.
"Yes, it just - seems so real all of a sudden." Closing his hand around the pin, Harry slipped it
into his pocket. Then he drew his sword, and a long, shuddering breath after it. "It's time," he
said. "Take your sword out, Malfoy."
Draco looked at him, a steady but distant look under half-lidded eyes, as if he peered under a
glass. Grey shale dust filmed his hair and clothes. He looked like a ghost. He leaned forward
and kissed Harry on the cheek;
a quick kiss from lips dry with exhaustion and dirt.
"Ave, Caesar,"
he said.
"Morituri te salutant."
He pulled back, and Harry blinked at him. "Does that mean yes?" he asked.
Draco drew his sword out of its scabbard; it glimmered dully in the light of the setting sun. "It
means we all die someday," he said, and pushed past Harry, so that of the two of them he was the
first to set his feet on the last path that led to the fortress.
***
"Never," said Tom. "You will never die, sweet one. You will live forever, always at my side. You
will be there to remind me of the flesh I arose from, even when the rest of the world has sunk to
flame and ashes. At the end of the universe, we will be together, and after it, together we will
rule the void."
He smiled at her like a light going out, and Ginny wanted to scream, but found she could make no
sound. She held tightly to the frame of the mirror as he turned and walked away from her, the light
gleaming along the silver braid on his cloak. The sound of a door opening came again - although she
could see nothing - and he vanished, without a backward glance. Ginny's fingers let go their grip
on the mirror and she sank soundlessly to the floor.
She didn't know how long she sat there, curled around herself, fighting tears. At length a noise
made her raise her head -a door closing or opening, very far away. She wiped her eyes with the back
of her hand, rising to her feet. Tom, she thought with dread. He's come
back.
Almost without volition, her right hand lifted to clutch the pendant around her neck. "Tom?" she
whispered.
"No," said a familiar voice, "not Tom." She heard fabric rustling, and then two white hands
appeared out of nowhere, and then a familiar, frizzy brown head. Ginny blinked in stupefaction as
the invisibility cloak fell away, and Hermione stood in front of her in torn jeans and an old
Puddlemere United shirt. She was shaking her head. "Honestly, Ginny," she said. "The messes you get
yourself into."
***
"Hermione!" Ginny almost wanted to hug the other girl, but Hermione's scowling expression forbade
her. "I'm so glad to see you - I mean," she added hastily, "not that I'm glad you're here, because
this is clearly a terrible place to be, I'm just, you know. Glad to see a friendly face," she
finished lamely. "And glad you're safe."
Hermione sighed. "I'm not safe," she said. "None of us are."
"I know," said Ginny. "I just talked to Tom - he's planning to -"
"I heard," Hermione said, with a dismissive wave of the hand. "I was listening. Sorry to eavesdrop
on you like that, but I wasn't exactly expecting Tom to burst in when he did. And I definitely
wasn't expecting him to start declaring his love like that. Ginny, don't you think you're taking
this whole bad boy thing of yours a little far?"
Ginny sank numbly onto the bed. "He doesn't love me. You heard him. I just remind him of his
mortality or something."
Hermione rolled her eyes. "That's what he says. The truth is, he practically slavers when he looks
at you. Its' sick, it's disgusting - and we're going to use it to our advantage." She held out the
bundle she was carrying to Ginny. "Put this on."
Ginny opened the bundle. It looked like a pile of fabric - swath after swath of glowing blue-green
cloth. She held it up. Robes, with an ornate bodice of green and gold embroidery. "You want me to
wear these?"
"No, I want you to bake them in a pie." Hermione shook her head irritably. "Yes, I want you to wear
it. I need you to talk to Tom for me. The prettier you look, the more likely you'll melt his little
black heart and he'll give you what you want."
"You want me to ask him to call off the ceremony," Ginny said. "He'll never do it,
Hermione."
"No." Hermione shook her head slowly. "I don't want you to ask him to call it off. I want you to
make absolutely sure it happens."
***
The reflection staring back at Ginny from the mirror was of someone she didn't know. The blue
robes, thrown on over the white nightdress she'd been wearing, made her look solemn, regal -
someone to be reckoned with. She pulled back her wildly curling
hair with a ribbon, and turned to face Hermione.
Hermione nodded. "You look great."
"Thanks," Ginny said woodenly.
Hermione smiled, showing her dimples. "Rhysenn said the dress was enchanted: it's got an
Impresarius charm woven into the fabric. Apparently the Malfoys wear them when they want to look
more impressive and sway other people's opinions more easily. What do you
think?"
Ginny squinted. "Rhysenn? You got this dress from her?"
Hermione nodded.
Ginny shook her head. "Are you starkers? You can't trust her. And you're acting awfully
strange."
Hermione sighed. "I know. I'm sorry." She sat down on the bed, running her fingers through her
unruly mop of hair. "I'm a little hysterical, I guess. I had this whole plan, and, well -" She
broke off, squeezing her eyes shut. "We only have one chance, Ginny. One chance to stop all of
this. And I thought I'd be doing it with Harry here, but he's not, and I'm so worried about him I
could die, and Draco, too. I thought I'd have them with me, but I don't - I'm totally alone, and
I'm so frightened."
"You're not," Ginny said. "Alone, I mean."
Hermione opened her eyes. She looked at Ginny again, and this time seemed to really see her, not
just the culmination of a plan wrapped in expensive fabric. "I know," she said, her voice
softening. "Thanks for being so brave. Do you want to go over it again?"
"No," Ginny said slowly. Did she really have the kind of power over Tom that Hermione seemed to
think she did? She doubted it, somehow. "No, I understand the plan. I know what you want me to
say."
Hermione nodded. "Good." She looked exhausted, her pale face marked with dark lines under her eyes,
her cheek smudged with bruises. "You must tell no one that I'm alive or that you've seen me, Ginny.
Not Draco, not Harry, not anyone. Understand? Promise me, please."
"I understand," Ginny said gently.
Hermione smiled weakly. "I know you do. I trust you." She stood up, swirling the cloak around her
shoulders, and vanished. "I'll guess I'll go take care of my end of things," said her voice, coming
from somewhere to Ginny's left.
Ginny sank down on the bed in a rustle of rainbow silk. "Hermione?"
"Yes?"
"Good luck."
***
"There's no door. Why didn't you tell me there wasn't a door?"
"There used to be a door." Draco sounded as tired and exasperated as Harry felt. "I mean, if there
wasn't one, it's certainly slipped my mind how we got in and out of the bloody place." He rubbed
the back of his neck. "Maybe we should take another circuit of the walls."
"We've already walked around the place three times," Harry replied, chancing another peek round the
boulder they'd chosen to hide behind while a troop of guards passed. The guards were gone, but
there was still no door, no entry into the castle at all. It seemed a ridiculous situation to be
in, but there it was. "We're going to have to think of something else.
Fortunately..."
Draco groaned. "Don't say it!"
"...I have a plan," Harry finished.
"And I actually thought I might reach the end of my days without having to hear you say that
again."
"It's a good plan," Harry said, hoping his injured tone covered the break in his voice. He hated it
when Draco talked about his death; he knew why the other boy was doing it, but he hated it just the
same.
Draco slouched against the boulder. "Lay it on me, Potter."
"Well, clearly, one of us has to get inside -"
"I'd say both of us have to get inside. Already your plan is flawed."
"It's not flawed."
"Sorry, I should have said 'extremely flawed' or perhaps 'flawed up the wazoo.' Although I despise
vernacular slang, as you well know."
"Shut up a second, Malfoy, and listen." Harry paused a moment to organize his thoughts. "Okay,
there's no door, right? So the only way to get inside is either through the windows or by getting
up to the roof."
"The walls aren't going to be easy to climb," Draco said, raising his eyebrows. "They make those
things sheer for a reason, you know."
"I know," Harry said. "I wasn't suggesting we climb."
Draco's eyebrows stayed up. "Then..."
"One of us has to wingardium leviosa the other," Harry said. "I think you ought to do it to
me. Then I'll make my way down through the fortress and let you in."
"Because, of course, you know the way so well?" Draco's tone was cutting. "Clearly, if anyone's
being catapulted into the upper reaches, it ought to be me. I know the way through the castle, I
know how to find the front door, and I know what back ways to take in order to avoid the guards. In
addition," he said, "I really haven't got the strength to wingardium a mouse, much less a
strapping bloke such as yourself."
"So you agree it's a good plan, then?"
"I didn't say that," Draco pointed out. "It's a terrible, stupid plan. I can tell you, for one
thing, that it's harder to wingardium someone than you might think. I can tell you that from
experience -"
"I know," Harry said. "Hermione told me about that, but you were both using Lifting Spells then.
This will go much more smoothly. Besides," he added, "you haven't got a better idea, have
you?"
Draco stared at him.
"I didn't think so," Harry said. He stood back, raising his right hand. The scar along the palm
shone white in the light of the rising moon. "Are you ready?"
Draco stepped away from the boulder, looking resigned. "Stupid Gryffindor plans," he said, "they
bookend my life." He put his hands in his pockets. "Go ahead."
"Wingardium leviosa!" Harry cried. He felt the familiar energy pulse through his hand, and
then Draco rose into the air, not with the familiar forward-directed motion of broomstick flying,
but as if he were being lifted on invisible strings. As Harry raised his hand higher and higher,
Draco rose quickly, until his bright hair melted into the darkening twilight and he became a black
speck, rising swiftly but steadily up the fortress's side. Harry stepped back out of the shadow of
the boulder, squinting his eyes --
And backed directly into a platoon of guards who were rounding the corner of an outflung buttress.
He heard them shout in angry surprise as he stumbled, and one grasped at his upraised hand. He saw
the black speck that was Draco jerk wildly before being flung hard against the fortress wall. Then
his view was blocked as the guards, weapons drawn, surrounded him.
***
Once Hermione had gone, Ginny sat and stared at herself in the mirror that hung opposite the bed.
She looked strange to herself , incongruous and barely real, her pale, anxious face standing out
above the brightly colored fabric of her dress, and the dark bed hangings falling all around
her.
Hermione had said that Tom would come to her. She wasn't sure why she'd believed it, but it beat
the alternative, which was to accept that her future would consist of being Tom's concubine while
the wizarding world collapsed around her into ashes and dust, and everyone she knew and loved
died.
Yes, going with Hermione on this one was really the best option.
She'd often wondered what exactly Tom's interest in her was -how it could be explained or
described. She felt as confused now as ever. He didn't love her, of that she was sure, whatever
Hermione might say. But there was something in the way he looked at her that was like - that was
like the way Draco looked at her.
Maybe it was merely that they both wanted her. She knew Draco had wanted her, once. It wasn't that
he'd kissed her; she knew him, and he was perfectly capable of kissing - thoroughly and expertly -
people he didn't care for at all. It was the very slight tremble in his wrists when he took her
face between his hands. That tiny weakness spoke to her more than any words he was ever likely to
say.
Assuming they ever even saw each other again. Ginny rose from the bed, intending to splash some
cold water on her face. Halfway across the room, she stopped and stared. A dark shape hovered
outside the window, too large to be a bird, coming closer and closer -
The window exploded inward in a wave of shattering glass. Carried with it, like a bit of driftwood
carried on an incoming tide, was Draco Malfoy. He struck the ground and crumpled, amid a rain of
silvery shards.
Ginny raced to where he lay on his back amid the glittering pile, one arm over his face, like an
enchanted sleeping prince whose glass coffin has just been smashed to bits all around
him.
"Draco?" she whispered, kneeling to him, heedless of the glass. She drew his arm gently away from
his face. For a moment she felt certain that he was dead. The impact of striking the window had
been formidable - and he was so still, sprawled amongst the jagged bits of broken glass, the thin
bright lines of a dozen shallow cuts visible on his face, his hands, his clothes sliced to ribbons
- she leaned closer, her hand still gripping his.
"Draco?"
He opened his eyes. They roamed her face, his expression dazed. His lips parted and he spoke, his
voice soft and almost bewildered.
"Ginny sodding Weasley," he said. "What the hell are you doing here?"
***
The pain was intense. It was the first thing he had become aware of on waking. His wrists, tied
tight behind his back, hurt sharply, and there was a dull ache in his shoulders. His head felt as
if someone had bashed it in with a stovepipe. Groaning, Ron rolled over, and stared
about.
He was lying on a metal platform. It hung from the ceiling of the Ceremonial Chamber, each corner
secured by a long iron chain. It was far too high from the ground for him to jump, even if his
hands and feet had not been tied and the floor had not been made of very hard
stone.
The chamber was circular, the walls tapering to a conical ceiling whose apex was open to the sky.
Ron could see stars, and a sliver of icy moon. The floor was bare, polished green stone, swirled
through with rococo designs. A huge five-pointed star had been drawn upon the center of the floor
in some kind of reddish-black fluid that Ron hoped was paint. Objects had been set at four points
of the star: a mirror, a dagger, a sword, and a cup. He recognized the cup instantly; it was the
one he, Harry, and Hermione had stolen from the museum.
The ceremony is about to
begin, he thought listlessly.
Looking to the side, he could see Wormtail busy at work, fixing a row of iron rings to the wall.
When he stepped back, Ron could see that they were shackles. Voldemort stood beside the pentagram
on the floor, deep in conversation with a young man with dark hair.
The double doors to the chamber opened then, and Rhysenn hurried in, her dark hair flying behind
her. She approached the young man and whispered into his ear. He nodded curtly, bowed to the Dark
Lord, and left the room, passing Lucius, who was just entering. He stepped back to let Tom pass, a
strange smile on his face, then turned to Voldemort. His voice, when he spoke, was clear and
carrying.
"The guards have reported seeing intruders outside, my Lord," he said.
Voldemort let out a long hissing breath. "Potter?"
"Yes, my Lord. It seems so."
Ron's heart leaped up in his chest and slammed against his ribs.
"My son is not with him, Lord," Lucius added.
Voldemort raised his eyebrows.
"He may have died on the trail up the mountain," Lucius suggested.
"Wormtail!" Voldemort called. "One fewer pair of shackles needed."
Wormtail straightened, his silver hand gleaming. "Well, that's a relief." Ron didn't know if he
meant the shackles or Draco's probable demise.
"Potter," Voldemort breathed. "At last. As soon as he gets here, Lucius, we will begin the
ceremony."
The ceremony. Ron knew this would mean his death, and yet his heart was singing. Harry was here;
Harry had come for him. For the first time in what seemed like weeks, Ron felt the stirrings of
hope.
***
"Sodding Weasley, indeed," Ginny said, crossly, sitting back on her heels. "That's very nice,
Malfoy. You could at least pretend you're happy to see me."
"I'm not," Draco said, "happy to see you." He closed his eyes for a moment; Ginny saw how
blue-black the lids were, and her angry response died on her lips. His eyes flew open, then, alarm
lighting the pale irises. "Harry," he said, and got to his feet. Glass spilled off him as he stood
up, a shower of razored confetti. He went to the broken window and leaned out, the set of his
shoulders tight with anxiety.
Ginny joined him. "Was Harry with you?"
Draco nodded. "He flew me up here. He thought if one of us could get up to the roof, he could let
the other one in...."
"And then what?" Ginny said. "You were planning on taking on all of Voldemort's guards, just the
two of you?"
Draco shot her a wry look. "You make it sound like a stupid plan." He leaned further out the
window, his tension deepening. There certainly seemed to be no one on the ground below: just bare
black rock, unoccupied even by guards. He sighed and shut his eyes.
"Draco, what if -"
"Wait." He held up a hand, rapt in silent concentration. A moment later, his mouth quirked into a
near-smile and he opened his eyes. "He's all right," he said. "He had to hide around the side of
the castle. I'm meant to let him in if I can." He rubbed the back of his neck with a long- fingered
hand. "I don't suppose you know the way to the front door?"
Ginny shook her head. "I don't even know how to get out of this room. There are no doors, and just
the one window. And you smashed it."
Draco nodded wearily. "You might want to Reparo that."
"I haven't got a wand."
Draco reached into his sleeve and drew out his wand. To Ginny's surprise, he handed it to her
without hesitation. There was something strangely intimate about holding another witch or wizard's
wand in your hand. Draco's seemed infused with his personality. She wasn't sure how it felt about
being held by her, either. If wands could be said to have moods, she would have described his as
coolly amused.
Draco smiled faintly at her. "Go on, there's a good girl."
She raised her hand and performed a quick Reparo spell on the window. As the glass pieces
flew back together, forming a seamless square, she chanced a sideways glance at Draco. He was
bone-white, his eyes sunk into hollows, his lips a bloodless line. "Draco," she said, lowering the
wand. "Maybe you should sit down."
He nodded, exhaustion so plain in even that small movement that her heart sank. As he walked to the
bed, she saw how carefully he moved. His grace had not gone, but it seemed tempered with a
hesitancy she had never associated with him. He leaned back against bed cushions patterned with
black thorns, and examined his hands. They were laced with tiny cuts, a fretwork of darker lines
against the white skin. "You know, I don't remember this room at all," he said. "Perhaps it's meant
as a prison. There must be some way out of it, though. Other people can come and go,
right?"
"I think so," Ginny said uncertainly. She hadn't seen Tom leave; she'd been hiding her face. It
occurred to her that she ought to tell Draco about Tom. Slowly she sat down on the edge of the bed,
looking at him. His hair against the black bedlinens looked very
fair. Black had always been a good backdrop for him; it showed up his icy beauty well. He was still
beautiful, even spare and drawn as he was, but with a strange translucency. "I wasn't paying
attention when -"
"Shush," Draco said suddenly, and sat up. "I like your hair like that," he said, and lightly
touched the ribbon that held it back. He smiled then, the old wry twist of his mouth that always
made her pulse jump. "I love and I hope," he said.
Ginny felt the blood leap in her cheeks. "What?"
"Your necklace," Draco said, and his hand dropped from her hair to touch the hollow of her throat.
"J'aime et j'espere...I love and I hope. Where did you get that
pendant?"
"I don't remember," she lied.
"Ah." Draco dropped his hand. "Curious. My mother used to have one much like it, that my father had
given her. Apparently it was a Malfoy heirloom." He smiled faintly. "But love can hope where reason
would despair...it's a nice sentiment, isn't it?"
"Not really," said Ginny. "I know how you loathe sentiment."
"I meant sentiment in its more specific sense, dearest," Draco said, with an airy wave of the hand
that recalled his old self. "A sentence considered as the expression of a thought; a maxim; a
saying; a -"
"Don't," Ginny said. Her tone was so sharp that Draco broke off, blinking.
"So fierce," he said. "I thought you liked it when I was pedantic."
"It's not that," she said, winding the bedclothes tightly in her fist. "It's just I wish you
wouldn't call me dearest, not right after you say you aren't happy to see me'
Draco's eyes had gone a slatey gray. He stood up, his hand gripping the bedpost. "Such a funny
little thing you are, Ginny - what would you do if you were trapped in a burning building with no
hope of escape? Invite all your friends in to toast marshmallows?"
"Don't make fun of me." Ginny glanced away from him, but too late; a few hot tears splashed down on
her bare arm, making her jump.
"Ginny," he said. His tone was sharp, almost warning. "Not now."
"What's the difference?" she said drearily. "There's no way out of here anyway. And I promised -"
Hermione that I would stay, she was about to say, but that promise was superseded by the
other she had made, not to mention Hermione's presence to anyone.
"Promised what?" Draco said. "And there must be a way out." He walked over to the wall and tapped
on it, then moved aside a portrait. There was more blank stone under it. "I deplore your defeatist
attitude, Ginny. Stone walls do not a prison make, nor -"
"Stop it!" she said fiercely, standing up. The blue robes spilled sround her, their heavy weight as
much a reminder of her situation as chains. "I hate it when you do that -
"
"Well, if you hate it," Draco said, "that certainly supersedes our current desperate situation. I
wouldn't want you to be upset." His tone was acid.
"I'm not like you," Ginny said. "I can't be a heroine all the time just for it's own sake. I need
something to fight for."
Draco turned away from the wall, letting the picture fall back in place. "And you think I can give
you that?" he said, looking, for the first time, almost uncertain.
"I don't know," Ginny said. "Can you?" She took a step towards him. "Just once, I want you to
answer me something, and I want you to be serious, and not say anything in Latin, and not quote
anything, and not make jokes, and not spout off any poetry. Do you think you can do
that?"
Draco shook his head. "Be careful what you ask for," he said, "without my Latin and my poetry and
my jokes, you know, I'm just ordinary, Ginny."
"But I want you ordinary," she cried. He flushed though his eyes were clear as glacier ice. "And it
doesn't matter - you never could be ordinary, even if you tried."
"Flattery will get you everywhere," Draco said, though there was a resigned look on his face, as if
he were on his way to the gallows. "I remember," he said, "once, when you gave me the strength to
fight. I suppose I owe you as much back. Less would be - dishonorable. So ask me, ask me whatever
you must."
"Do you love me?" she said.
For a moment he was absolutely still, only the nervous movement of his hand, curling inward,
showing that he had even heard her question. Finally, he said, "You really want to
know?"
"Yes," she said.
"We're trapped in a prison, any help is continents away, Voldemort is about to subjugate the entire
world to his evil will and the best we have to look forward to is very messy deaths, and you want
to talk about our relationship?"
Ginny nodded. "I want to talk about our relationship."
"It's going to be very hard to do that without any poetry," Draco said
plaintively.
Ginny fixed him with an unflinching stare. "Try," she said.
"And we have time for this before Armageddon?"
"If you have a better suggestion," she said, "make it."
He looked almost amused. Shrugging, he went over to the wardrobe and rapped on it. It made a noise
much like the noise of any wardrobe when you rapped on it. "I've never told anyone I loved them
before."
"But you must have," Ginny said, surprised. "What about Hermione?"
"She asked me once, and I said yes. But I never offered it. It would have seemed like an insult,"
Draco said, his tone thoughtful, and Ginny knew he was telling her the unvarnished truth - if not
about the way he felt about her, then at least about the way he felt. "To her and to Harry. No, I
couldn't have done that."
"Blaise, then?"
"I liked looking at her," he said, "and I liked that she loved me, but no, I never loved her, not
the way you mean, and I never told her I did. It would have been a lie." He hesitated. "I used to
think I couldn't fall in love, and then I thought that if I did it would kill me, and now I know
that neither is the truth. But love hasn't killed me, although sometimes," he said wryly, " it's
made me wish I were dead. I never asked you, did I," he finished with a trace of a smile, "if you
loved me?"
"I've told you I do," she said. "And I know what you think: that I love you because in my head I've
made you out to be something that you aren't. But it's not true. I don't think you're some hero on
a white horse who's going to rescue me, and I don't even want that. I just want you the way you
are."
"The way I am," Draco said, a faint, puzzled tiredness in his voice.
"Yes, the way you are, and that means the bad things too." She stopped abruptly. The room was
still; Draco was still, waiting. She felt an uprushing of words--all the thoughts about him that
she had kept so carefully in check. " - You're cowardly sometimes, and you laugh everything off
that you don't agree with, and you're selfish, and afraid of your own feelings. You despise
weakness, and that means you're capable of real cruelty towards the helpless, and you despise your
own weakness most of all, and that means those who love you have to watch while you hurt yourself.
And right now," she added, half as an afterthought, "you look terrible."
He laughed, but it sounded like choking. "Ah, hit me where it hurts. -"
"But I know the good things about you, too," Ginny rushed on, her voice cracking. "And I know that
when you love people, you love them completely - so I suppose there's no point asking you if you
love me - because if you did, you'd know it."
"No." He looked as stricken as if she had slapped him. "No - oh, God, you have got hold of the
wrong end of the stick, haven't you? And it's my own fault." He took a step towards her, and now
they were close enough to touch, though he didn't reach for her. "Ginny, I'm the last person
who would know. I'm not sure I've ever managed proper love, not in all my life, only passions where
they weren't wanted and nothing where they were. It's no one's fault, or no one but my father's
perhaps - I've only learned the difference between love and hate this past year... I'm a child and
perhaps what you need is someone more ... grown-up. Finnegan, even," he said, and his voice was
both grudging and strangely sad.
"I don't want him," she said. "I want you - I only ever did want you."
"I know," he said, "it's not fair, is it? To either of us, really."
"But you do know the difference between love and hate," she whispered. "You love Harry
-"
"Until I die," Draco said. "Although I suppose that isn't saying all that
much."
"It's a different sort of love, I suppose," Ginny said, and when Draco said nothing to that, she
went on: "You love Hermione - you were in love with her. That night in the rose garden you as near
as told me so."
"I wonder sometimes if I fell in love with Hermione because Harry loved her," Draco said,
thoughtfully. "So much of Harry transferred itself to me when we switched places - and that was the
strongest emotion in his heart; perhaps I took it on myself. Not that that banishes or changes the
emotion, I suppose, but it might explain it."
"You still love her," Ginny said, accusingly.
"In a way, yes," Draco said, lightly, "but I have put it away, with other childish things - and
yes, I know, I'm quoting. I'll stop. Look at me, Ginny, please." She looked at him. She could see
the fever in him, but his eyes were very clear, and lovely in their clarity. When he died, those
eyes would shut forever, she thought, and banished the thought with an inward sharp wince. "Believe
me," he said, "Hermione doesn't stand between us, and you mustn't blame her. It isn't because of
her that I can't tell you that I love you. I'm the one you should blame and hate. This whole stupid
situation has robbed me of the chance--the perfectly ordinary chance--to learn to fall in love
where and when I might choose to - robbed us both, I suppose. If I could choose, I would love you
with all the love my rags of heart were capable of, but I need time for that - and time is the one
thing I don't have. I'm dying, and love can't grow in a dying heart, any more than you can grow a
flower in darkness and water it in blood. Can you understand that?"
"No," she wanted to say, but it would have been unkind. And through her sadness, she felt a great,
strange pity for him: to die without loving and having that love returned did seem cruel to her
romantic heart. Underneath all his layers of bitterness and indifference she knew Draco would feel
the same, would knew that lack, and the torment of regret. "I almost understand," she began, "I
wish that you could-- "
She broke off, hearing a noise behind her. Slowly turning around, she saw a flicker of movement
near the wardrobe in the corner. A moment later, Tom stepped into the room.
***
Apparently
, Harry thought, you could lie through telepathy, provided that you were very careful and the
person you were talking to was very tired and distracted. He'd told Draco that he had run from
the guards, and this was true. And he'd also told him that he was hiding behind a rock on top of a
hill, and was all right. This was true as well. What he hadn't mentioned was that he'd been spotted
behind the rock, and wasn't likely to remain all right for very much
longer.
The guards had caught sight of him a few minutes ago, and had begun circling the rock he was hiding
behind in a wide circle. Slowly, the circle began to tighten. Realizing the jig was up, Harry
straightened up and stepped out from behind the rock, turning to face the guards as he did so. He
heard them laugh.
He dropped his sword, raised his hand high. He no longer feared to be detected by Voldemort; he
would take as many of them down with him as he could.
They were pounding up the hill towards him, a sea of moving black robes. He opened his mouth, ready
to speak the Killing Curse - and light blazed from his hand. He staggered back, shocked. He hadn't
spoken a spell, so how -? From the runic band on his wrist a bright light began to blaze. The light
grew: a glimmer at first, then brighter and brighter, and he saw Voldemort's soldiers fall back,
hands thrown up over their faces. They were screaming, as if the light pained them. One by one they
fell, staggering, stumbling back, and their cries filled the night.
Harry would never be able to describe the precise color of the light. It was red, but no red he had
ever seen before. More red than sunset, more translucent than blood, brighter than fire. It lit the
sky like daylight. It was too bright to look upon. He cried out and turned his face away, but even
then he could see the afterglow imprinted on the backs of his eyelids.
Then it vanished, silently and instantly. The sky went dark. Slowly, he opened his eyes. He was
standing in a field of corpses;all around him in a circle lay Voldemort's dead guards, their bodies
twisted, hands still flung up to ward off some terrible blow. He bent to pick up his sword, and
only when he straightened up did he see that the runic band was gone, - having done what it was
made to do, it had sifted from his wrist in a fine spray of black ashes.
***
Tom moved towards her. Ginny braced herself for the look of shock and dawning anger on his face
when he saw Draco, her mind whirling through a series of useless excuses. Tom, I'm so sorry, I
never -
"Ginny," he said. "Rhysenn told me you wished to see me. You do realize that I'm quite busy at the
moment?"
She stared at him. He looked back at her, boredom and impatience evident in every line of his
face.
Very slowly, Ginny turned around and looked behind her. Draco was nowhere to be seen. In a way, it
was worse than Tom's sudden appearance. In her surprise, she sank down on the bed,
open-mouthed.
"Cease gaping at me, Ginny," Tom said sharply. ""Stand up."
She rose to her feet obediently, and the heavy folds of her robes spilled down around her, silver
and blue, green and gold. A hot light flared up in Tom's face, the look of a goblin staring at a
bank vault full of Galleons. His sensual mouth curved. She had time to think only that Hermione had
been right, when he closed the distance between them and gathered her wrists in one hand. His other
hand went to her hair and caught the ribbon that bound her plait, tugging it sharply free. Ginny
flinched, but he ignored her, his long fingers catching in her hair as he shook it down over her
shoulders.
"I prefer your hair down," he said.
"Whatever you like, Tom."
He dropped the ribbon. It curled on the floor like a coiled snake. "Is this why you wanted to see
me?" he asked, brushing the backs of his knuckles against her collarbone, a languid caress that
made her shiver half-unpleasantly.
"No," she said quickly, and although he didn't take his hand away, he did cock an eyebrow
curiously. "I wanted to ask you if I could come to the ceremony. I want to watch you ascend to
power."
"There's a good chance the ceremony will kill your brother," Tom said, offhandedly, twirling a lock
of her hair between his fingers.
"I know," Ginny said, "but I must learn to bear these things, mustn't I, if I'm going to rule the
world at your side?" She wondered if her nausea and anger sounded in her voice - and if the gig
would be up if they did, but Tom merely smiled lazily, and caught a handful of her hair between his
fingers, dragging her face closer to his. She knew he meant to kiss her, and it took all her
strength not to pull away. His mouth was cold, and tasted of ice and wine on the verge of becoming
vinegar.
The kiss ended, and Ginny stood, the world tilting around her. "You won't learn to bear these
things," Tom said. "If you aren't born with the ability to bear them, you can't learn it, but
that's just as well. You're more lovely when you're unhappy." He let her go. "It doesn't matter
what you want," he said matter-of-factly, "the Dark Lord wants you all in the Ceremonial Chamber to
watch him take power. I expect he will chain you to the wall. I may leave you in your chains when
it is all over," he added with a smile, "and take my pleasure with you that way; I think I would
enjoy that."
He bent to kiss her again, when, suddenly, the windowpanes rattled; Ginny turned in time to see the
whole room illuminated with a flash of frighteningly bright scarlet light. It seemed to bathe the
room in blood. She cried out and cringed, though the reddened sky was already fading back to black.
"What was that?"
Tom had let her go; he was staring at the window with his hand half-raised. Without another word,
he turned on his heel and stalked from the room, vanishing as he neared the wall. How does he
get out of here? Ginny thought. She wondered what the scarlet light meant, and why it had
startled Tom. Had Harry killed Voldemort at last? Was there some Gryffindor equivalent to the Dark
Mark?
A thump sounded behind her. She turned to see Draco clambering out from under the bed. He stood up,
coughing and looking somewhat the worse for wear. "I take it Voldemort has gotten rid of the maid
service," he said. "There are some quite appalling dust bunnies under that bed. I swear one of them
was looking at me."
Ginny was staring towards the window. "What was that light?"
"I don't know," Draco said tensely, "but it's a good thing it went off like that, because in
another second I would have been out from under the bed and chopping that slimy git's hands off.
Has he hurt you?"
"Tom wouldn't hurt me," she said dully.
Draco leaned against the bedpost. "Come here," he said, and she went, although she was growing
quite tired of back-and-forthing where some boy had told her to go. Still, this was Draco, and she
loved him, and he was only asking because he was too ill to make any more effort than he
must.
Draco touched his fingers lightly to the skin above her collarbone, as Tom had
done.
"What are you doing?"
"Looking for bruises," he said. "The last time I was in the same room with you, my Ginny, it wasn't
you at all. It was a prostitute Tom had paid to Polyjuice herself into your likeness. And he'd
strangled her, and left her dead on the whorehouse floor."
"What were you doing in a whorehouse?" Ginny asked, astonished.
Draco grinned crookedly. "I was young; I needed the money."
"Oh shut up," Ginny grinned back. She paused. "You're serious. - That really
happened?"
He nodded.
"Oh," she said faintly. "That's so disgusting. And that poor girl. It's my fault, isn't
it?"
"No," Draco said. "And I think we've all had enough of blaming ourselves for things we couldn't
possibly have been responsible for, don't you?" He regarded her quizzically. "He loves you, you
know." he said. "He may be a deranged psychopath who kills everyone in his path, but in his own
sick, revolting way, he does love you."
"Well," Ginny said. "There are worse things than not being loved, aren't
there?"
A flash of great sadness passed across his face. "Some," he said, and bent to pick up the ribbon
that had fallen at her feet. "Do you want this?"
"No," Ginny said. "If I wear it, it will only make Tom angry."
"Then I'll wear it," Draco said, and wound it around and around his left wrist, and tied it there.
He put out a hand, and pushed the heavy hair, all draggled where Tom had ripped his fingers through
it, back from her face. "If I get a chance to kill him for you," he said, "I
will."
She touched the ribbon, smooth as the skin under it. "I thought you weren't the white knight
dragon-killer sort," she said, trying for lightness but only sounding sad. And it was true: he
didn't look much like he could kill a dragon, now, pale and thin and filthy with dirt, leaves
caught in his cloak, marked and scarred by glass and bramble scratches. And still, he was the only
boy she'd ever really loved. "I want you to know," she said, "I understand what you were trying to
say before - about why you can't love me - and -"
"Fancy words," he said, and leaned in and kissed her on the mouth. He tasted of fever, cold salt,
and determination, and a bitterness like tears. When he pulled back, his beribboned wrist grazed
her cheek. "Sorry," he said, half-smiling, "After Tom, perhaps you're a bit tired of being suddenly
kissed -"
"Oh!" Ginny interrupted, suddenly realizing, "I was going to watch how Tom got out of the room, and
I didn't see it. He just vanished. Damn it -"
"I was watching him," Draco said. "He went through the mirror. I was just waiting to make sure that
we'd be clear when -" Suddenly, his hand tightened on her shoulder, his eyes unfocusing. He stepped
back, away from her. "Harry's got past the outside guards somehow - he's found the front door.
There are more guards there. He wants our help. Come on - quickly." Seizing her wrist, he drew her
after him through the mirror, which parted around them like water, and into the hallway
beyond.
***
Ron, chained to his platform, saw the dark square of open sky above him turn from black to red in a
single flare, bathing the Chamber in bloodlight.
The doors to the Chamber flew open, and a bevy of guards poured in, chattering to Lucius in their
harsh foreign tongue. Lucius turned to the Dark Lord, puzzled and pale. "My Lord, the guards you
stationed outside are dead. All dead."
"Then Potter will have found the front entrance," Voldemort said. "Send these fellows down to the
entryway to capture him." Lucius stared, and the guards shifted uneasily. Voldemort laughed. "It
won't be difficult, my cowardly ones. Potter can be easily enough swayed by ...
logic."
Ron stared up at the open roof above him, watching as the sky faded from scarlet to gray. He was
lost in a memory of his own visions. I saw the sky on fire, he thought, and then, This
Divining power is the worst of punishments - to know, and to be able to change
nothing.
***
Sirius missed Buckbeak, who was a much better mount than this scabby thestral. Still, he had to
admit that no hippogryph could fly as fast as the death-horses did. Without mortality to weight it
down, the thestral skimmed across the sky like a loosed arrow. The added burden of Sirius and Remus
seemed to slow it only a very little.
Remus was silent. Sirius watched the landscape sweep by and tried not to worry. They had passed
over cities, then farmland, gray and brown in the drained light of evening. Lakes and ponds with
showed as patches of silver, some frosted with white at the edges. Now they were rising into a
mountain range that jutted from the earth like a jaw full of broken teeth. This was cold,
unfriendly land and it wrung his heart to think of Harry wandering here, facing this last, bitter
trial alone.
Remus saw it first. He cried out and tugged at Sirius's arm. Rising over the mountains, far to the
east but far too early for sunrise, a tower of scarlet light flared in the sky. Too bright for
fire, and too even, it rose like a pillar of blood, staining all the air around it a deep golden
red.
"Harry," Remus said.
Sirius seized the horse's mane and dug his knees into its sides. "Let's see how fast this
flea-bitten thing can go," he said, and the thestral shot forward, swifter than a
Firebolt.
***
Ginny hurried after Draco, who seemed to know where he was going. Hallways, some of stone and some
of black and green marble, flashed past as they ran. Cries, and the sound of metal on metal, grew
louder as they went. At last Draco drew to a stop at the top of a wide, curving stone staircase. He
thrust a hand behind him, holding her back. "Wait," he said.
They were standing above the Great Hall of the fortress. White and black alternating marble steps
arced down to a broad pavement and a set of enormous stone doors bound in brass. They stood open,
showing the night sky. The Hall was a blur of chaotic movement. Ginny could make out at least six
black-clad soldiers, wielding knives, axes, and daggers. Harry stood on the bottom step, fending
them off with a drawn sword. The blade was stained with blood. Several dark masses huddled on the
floor: some of Voldemort's guards had already fallen - wounded or dead, she couldn't
tell.
Draco was staring down at Harry, and his hand dropped to rest on the hilt of his sword. She saw him
smile a little, just with the corner of his mouth, and then Harry glanced up fast and gave a short
nod before turning his attention back to skewering one of Voldemort's guards through the
leg.
Draco drew Terminus Est from its scabbard and held it lightly for a moment, balancing its weight.
The roses carved into the blade seemed to glimmer. He spoke to Ginny without taking his eyes from
Harry: "You've never seen me fight before, have you?" he asked. His tone was even and
conversational, but his gaze never left the figures moving below.
Ginny shook her head. "No - never."
Draco exhaled. "Well, brace yourself," he said. "You're going to want to sleep with me even more
after this."
Ginny sputtered. "I would never - "
But he didn't get to find out what she would never do: he was already racing down the stairs,
taking them recklessly fast; he passed Harry, leaped over the last steps, and flung himself into
the thick of the crowd of guards. The sword in his hand flew around him, a blur of flashing light.
Ginny leaned forward as far as she could, the railing of the stone banister cold under her fiercely
gripping hands. Surely he couldn't be that good - but he was, she realized with an odd pang at her
heart, this was clearly to Draco what Quidditch was to Harry. The sword seemed to dance in his
hand, it both lived apart from him and with him, flashing out again and again among the tightly
packed dark mass of bodies like the back of a silvery fish momentarily breaking through dark
water.
In a few moments, the remainder of the guards lay strewn on the floor, dead or unconscious. Draco
cleaned his sword on a dead man's cloak, sheathed it, and turned to Harry. "Good thing I showed up,
Potter," he said, as Harry navigated through the bodies to his
side. "Your technique was appalling."
Harry was shaking his head. He leaned closer to Draco and said something Ginny couldn't quite hear;
he was pointing at the bodies on the floor. Snapping out of her frozen state, she ran down the
stairs, almost tripping over her long skirts, to join them among the sprawled bodies. The smell of
blood in the air was heavy and electrifying. ". . . no wands?" Harry was
asking.
"There are some fairly complex wards inside the fortress," Draco explained. "Besides, I doubt
Voldemort lets them have wands."
"Ah," said Harry. "That explains why -" He glanced up, saw Ginny, and did a double take.
"You're here?"
"She follows me around," Draco said. "It's very embarrassing."
Harry's eyes widened. "Is Hermione here as well? Have you seen her?"
"She -" Ginny began, but froze at the heavy tramp of approaching feet. "More guards!" she hissed,
stumbling as she backed up, nearly tripping on a corpse. Fighting the urge to cry out, she gestured
to Harry and Draco that they should flee for the stairs. The boys drew their swords and the small
group fled across the room - and stopped short.
Beneath the arch of the open doors at the room's north end was Lucius Malfoy. Wormtail stood beside
him, hunched and shuddering in his tattered wizarding robes. Rhysenn drifted behind him, pale as a
ghost, and behind her, filling the doorway and the hall behind them, were ten of Voldemort's
black-clad guards.
Ginny heard Draco's sharp inhalation of breath. He was staring at Lucius as if he'd just been
punched in the stomach, blank-eyed and struggling for equilibrium. She heard Harry whisper, "Steady
on, Malfoy, steady on -"
Lucius looked at his son, his smile thin as a razor cut. "Why, Draco," he said. "I 'm surprised to
see you. I'd have thought you'd be dead by now." He cast a critical eye over his son. "I'd say
you're looking well, but we all know that's hardly true, don't we?"
Draco gripped the hilt of his sword, his knuckles whitening. "Father," he said. "You can't imagine
I'd miss the opportunity to share my dying words with you."
Lucius raised his eyebrows. "I can't wait to hear them," he said.
Draco raised his arm. "Here's a preview," he said. Ginny heard something whip past her head and
turning, realized that Draco had flung his sword at his father. The blade missed Lucius by inches
and thumped point-first into the wall beside his head, where it stuck, quivering
gently.
Lucius didn't blink. He glanced at the sword indifferently, and then at his son. "Haven't I always
told you that swords are poor throwing weapons?" he said in a gently chiding voice. "I prefer a
sharpened dagger myself."
Draco's face shut like a fan. "Come now, Father," he said flatly. "Not even a little afraid of
me?"
"Not at all," said Lucius, and let his eyes drift to the corpses strewn about the hall. "If you'd
wanted that sword to strike me, it would have."
Draco's face twisted. Harry stirred and stroked his arm lightly, but Draco seemed hardly to notice;
he was staring at his father.
"You've killed all of the Dark Lord's guards," Lucius said to Harry. "That wasn't very
nice."
"You seem to have a few more," Harry said, looking past him.
"Ten out of three hundred," Lucius said. "Rather a sad outcome."
Draco stared at Harry. "You killed two hundred and ninety guards?"
"Yes," Harry said.
"How?"
"Force of personality," Harry said dryly.
Draco looked Harry up and down, as if expecting to find that he had grown an extra pair of arms.
His gaze lit on Harry's wrist. "Your runic band -"
"Yes," Harry said quickly. "Quite. Anyway," he said to Lucius, "I'd say I'm sorry I killed your
guards, but we all know that's hardly true, don't we?"
For a moment, Ginny saw anger flash in the back of Lucius's eyes. Then he smiled, bringing his
hands together, the fingertips touching lightly. "Well," he said, "we did kill your girlfriend, so
I suppose this makes us even, young Potter. I know you like things to be
fair."
Harry stared for a moment, as if the words made no sense. "What?" he said. "But - Hermione's my
girlfriend."
"Yes," Lucius said. "And we killed her. Not very swift, are you? But then I suppose you don't have
to be; you've got Draco for that."
Slowly Harry lowered his hand, the bloody-hilted sword still grasped in it. "It's not true," he
said. He was very white. "It can't be."
It was Draco's turn to seize Harry's arm. "Potter," he said, and then leaned in and spoke very
softly, saying something Ginny couldn't hear. Harry didn't look at him; he was staring straight
ahead.
"She's too smart for you," Harry said to Lucius. "She'd never let you hurt
her."
Ginny bit her lip hard. Tell no one I'm alive - not even Draco or Harry, Hermione had said.
But the look on Harry's face - it was almost too much for her to bear. Surely Hermione wouldn't
want Harry to be in this much pain.
"Rhysenn," Lucius said silkily. "The Epicyclical Charms, please."
Silently, Rhysenn came to his side and placed something in his palm. When he raised his hand, the
fingers spread wide, Ginny saw the two Charms on their gold chains, dangling from his grip - the
one that she had helped make in Harry and Draco's room, and the one that Hermione had brought back
from Malfoy Manor after that first adventure, and had afterward worn around her neck. "Rhysenn took
the Charm from her dead body," he said. "Didn't you, dearest?"
"I took it from her," Rhysenn said, her voice nearly inaudible. "After I kissed
her."
"Ah, the kiss of death - your specialty," said Lucius. With a sharp flick of his wrist, he flung
the Charms at Harry's feet. "Take them," he said. "They'll be little use to
you."
They clattered to the ground at Harry's feet. Draco winced involuntarily, but Harry seemed hardly
to notice. It was Ginny who bent down and scooped them up, sliding them into the silk pocket of her
robes.
If the look on Harry's face was unbearable, Draco's was worse; he looked torn open. She wasn't sure
if it was his own pain or Harry's that had shattered him so. She didn't move towards him; someone
who looked like that could not be comforted.
"No!" Harry cried, and raising his sword, ran at Lucius, Draco's outstretched hand reached to hold
him back just a second too late. Lucius drew his wand, mouthing the words of the Cruciatus curse
-
And Harry seemed to trip - but there was nothing for him to trip over; it was more as if he had
struck something, something Ginny could not see. He gasped, dropping his sword, and fell backwards,
rolling to the side, as the green light of the Curse sailed harmlessly over his head. He rolled
over and over, tangled in something - Ginny could see the flash of a white arm, and a tangle of
brown curls, and then the Invisibility Cloak fell away, and it was Hermione, lying with her arms
and legs tangled around him and her face streaked with tears.
"I couldn't," she sobbed, staring at Harry, who was lying on top of her, looking astonished. "I
couldn't - you weren't meant to know - but it was too cruel, I couldn't do it. Oh, Harry
-"
Harry said nothing, but, incredibly, smiled and tightened his arms around her. They clung together,
her shoulders shaking and his face turned in to her hair.
Wrenched, Ginny turned away. And there was Draco, staring at Harry and Hermione, a strange look on
his face. He was smiling, but his eyes were barren. She could see her own pain in the gray mirrors
of them. She reached to touch him -he stiffened, going rigid, but not because of
her.
Voldemort had arrived.
He strode up behind Lucius, Tom at his side. Ginny was struck again by his hideousness. Blood red
and papery white he was, with thin black lips and nails like claws. How could this monster ever
have been her beautiful Tom?
Voldemort halted, his lips curling back from his teeth. "Tom," he said, looking at Ginny, "your
whore's got free somehow."
Tom said nothing, but his blue eyes met hers and burned like flames. She felt her skin crawl. He
would make her pay later, she knew, if he could.
"Don't call her that," Draco said.
Voldemort glanced at Lucius. "Isn't that your son?"
Lucius nodded.
"And isn't he supposed to be dead?"
"Draco never does do anything on time," Lucius said. "It's why he's never first in his class." He
sounded genuinely regretful.
"And there's Potter," Voldemort mused, glancing at Harry. He and Hermione were sitting up, still
clenched tightly together. Hermione was murmering into Harry's ear, his hands tight between hers.
He was nodding intently. "And his girlfriend the Mudblood," Voldemort added, and his toneless voice
sounded very nearly surprised.
"I thought they broke up," muttered Wormtail.
"Isn't she supposed to be dead as well?" Voldemort demanded.
"Yes," Lucius said. He looked profoundly annoyed. "Rhysenn!" he barked.
She crept to his side like a beaten dog. "Yes, Master?"
"You lied to me," he hissed.
"You know I cannot lie to you, Master."
"You told me you killed that girl," he said, pointing to Hermione.
"I told you I kissed her," Rhysenn whispered. She was trembling. "That usually kills them, but
..."
"Be silent." Lucius's hand whipped out, striking her to the floor. She fell at his feet, her black
hair showering down around her, and lay motionless.
Detaching herself from Harry, Hermione rose to her feet. "It's not her fault," she said. "I played
dead."
"I'm sure you did, Mudblood," said Lucius. He lifted his wand. "Now you'll have no need to play
-"
"No, Lucius." Voldemort stilled his servant's hand. "I like an audience. Take her!" he barked, and
the guards began to surge out from behind him, moving towards the children. "Remember, I have your
Diviner friend tied up in the Ceremonial Chamber," Voldemort said, seeing Harry move towards his
sword. "Touch another one of my guards - struggle at all - and I'll have him torn in pieces,
slowly."
Harry relaxed. His face was a mask. Two guards came to hold him, two more Hermione. Draco turned to
Ginny. He was paper-white, but his eyes were blazing. He caught at her shoulders. "Ginny -" he
began, but another guard seized him, and tore him away from her. The guards began to march them
down the hall, barely pausing to step over Rhysenn's prone body. Voldemort and Lucius followed,
Wormtail creeping behind them.
Ginny had almost begun to wonder where her guard was, or if they intended to leave her here alone
among the dead, when Tom was at her side. Sudden as a striking adder, he seized her, his hands
digging into the soft flesh of her arms. She staggered and cried out, unable to stop
herself.
"Ginny," he whispered, his voice a hiss like poisonous vapor. "My foolish, stupid Ginny. You are
mine and mine alone, don't you understand that?"
"Yes," she said, looking up into his face. That lovely face she knew so well, the eyes like deep
blue wounds. She could see rage, and behind that, a bright sharp agony. I've hurt him, she
thought, wonderingly. I've actually hurt him.
He loves you,
Draco had said:
In his own sick, revolting way, he does love you.
The pain of impossible love; Ginny knew the look of it the way she knew the sight of her own hands.
"I am yours, Tom," she said.
He shook her, hard. "I saw your ribbon around his wrist," he snarled. "Like a knight's favor - is
he your noble white knight, Ginny? Is he going to save you?"
She shook her head.
"You're mine," he said. "You'll always be mine. You are what I tore out of myself to become what I
had to become, and I am what you tore out of yourself to make me all your rage and all your hate,
and all your poisoned love. You can never belong to anyone else but me!" His voice had risen to a
near-hysterical pitch, and his eyes were wide and wild. "I saw how you looked at him, and I won't
have it! You're mine, and I'll make you mine after the ceremony - I'll make you mine forever. Do
you understand me?"
"You could make me yours now," she said.
For a moment, she thought he might break her neck on the spot, and risk the consequences to himself
later. Either that, she thought, or he might take her up on her offer - something she didn't want
to think about, but if it prevented him from ascending to godhood, might well be worth
it.
Instead he just laughed, his grip on her arms relaxing. "My Ginny," he said. "How you do tease me."
He kissed her forehead as if he meant to mark her, and let her go. "Nice try," he said, and took
her hand.
Ginny said nothing. Hand in hand with Tom, she went down the corridor. In front of them, moving
slowly because they were being dragged, were Harry, Hermione, and Draco. Voldemort walked behind,
and Lucius beside him. Rhysenn, crumpled on the ground, did not stir as they
passed.
This is it,
Ginny thought.
The last of it, the final battle. This is where it is all decided. This is where we die or live,
where we save the world or lose it. This is the end.
Raising her head, she marched down the hall, keeping her gaze steadily in front of her, not looking
to the right or left. Whatever happened, they would meet it together - Harry, Hermione, Draco, Ron,
and herself, as they had met so many things in the past, and triumphed.
She did not look to the side when they passed Wormtail, creeping along alone by the wall, his
silver hand glimmering in the darkness. He cast a resentful look at her Weasley hair as she
went by, and grunted to himself. "Bother," he muttered. "We're going to need at least two more
pairs of shackles."
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